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Afraid to love...
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2005.01.16 21.34
Wow, this weekend has been... weird..! So friday, me, mario, and jamie hung out. It was fun and such. I hope to do it again sometime, but i doubt it (someone dont seem to like me much right now...).Saturday was kinda odd. DDR tourenment was fun, got raped by alexis as much as from jamie (sort to say) lol, but oh well, its all good. I feel all weird though, cause it didnt take Jamie very long to get over me, as to what ive seen and mario has said. Oh well, as long as he is happy. Today, Anton came over and hung out, well it was more like we both slept but oh well.
i feel so weird...
I feel like Momo from Peach Girl. I like two people alot, i want to be with them both, but i cant. I am also scared to lose either one of them. Sometimes I wish i was either heartless or a full dyke. I love those two alot, but I feel horrible about it. Which is why I decided not to go to with either, unless i get to know them extremely well. And I cant go out with someone, when i know they like someone else too, cause i know they will cheat on me, i mean really, who wouldnt, its me and noone cares of doing such a thing to me...
<3 the depressed Tohma-momo thing...............
Mood:  crushed
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2004.12.29 01.57
YUP! I made a fool of muhself. I am so dumb. I knew he'd say no, but yeah I tryed. I tryed asking Anthony out, results= failedX_X. Oh well...
Fucking moving is making everything so fucking worse...
<3
Give me love, leave me some comments, and go to my myspace!!!! XD
Mood:  cold and uneasy
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2004.12.25 14.42
It's christmas and i am effing tired. I just want to sleep somemore, and i am hungry, but I will probably not even eat much. That is a problem cause I haven't been eating well in 2 months.. and its.. like making me all... dizzy and sick. =X. Gawd, I am so emo lately. Been depressed and thinking thoughts that shouldn't even cross my filthy rotten mind of a virgins, but it does. Thats right, lately the topic on my mind is, suicide. Bleh. Not like I am going to do so, but yeah, just wont go away. Oh well. Well
Merry Christmas My Loves!
IM me sometime on aim, cause I want people to talk to.
<3 Jessica-Tohma-Kitty<3
Mood:  lazy like a bum
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2004.12.20 13.05
w00t! i am hyper as a mofo! i feel sick though! i got candy<3333333333 and and and and !!!! orange soda! fuck im living the life!!!! XD!!!!! Gawd im still too lazy to put those effing drawings up for Mikie. Im sorry love! okay imma go away now and talk to Jamie<3
love hugs kisses and plenty of rape! lol
Tohma---Jessica
Mood:  bouncing off the walls w00t
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2004.12.19 19.37
wow, for fucking ever since i have updated.
so yeah, not mch going on. Me and russ broke up and today i finally AA a song (my sweet darling). oh fucking yeah
well thats it
love!
Mood:  confused
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2004.11.14 13.27
Hi! I'm so happy! I FINALLY get to have my computer back! * flip kicks Tyler in the jaw!* ^.^! Well, lately everythings been all like..... not good and I've been like uberly pissed. But today has been the only day in the last..... 2 or 3 weeks that I have been happy, so. GO me! Though I am tired still (after 18 hours of sleep each day lmao). I got alot more of the good smellyness on a stick to burn in my room. and when I reading this, I sound sooooooooo Boring..... oh well! I saw Dustin and Jerry this weekend! I was happy but I feel horrible about Dustin having his gf break up with him:/. He kept making fun of me cause I use to like him  . Oh well. Every thing is so boring to me... *dies* Russ is over here playing my brother at Halo 2 x_x. LoSeRs! lol. Okay i am going to go die of the boredomness that consumes me! bye!
Love you all!
kitty
(PS)Mikie I'll scan the pictures today, mommie finally installed the scanner yay!
Mood: insaneness! yeah!!
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2004.11.01 18.23
Happy Halloween and yay! for candy!
Whoa, it's been a long time since I've updated:/. Well, some-what alot has happened within the last.. month... or so?..yeah. Me and Russ have started dating, if I havent already said, and thats fine, other than he calls me by his ex's names>.<. I have been going to the new mall and playing ddr and hanging out with friends there. Made a few new ones and became more of some what friends with people I have met before. Got to see alot of good friends I havent seen in months. That made me happy. Been thinking alot about a bunch of different stuff; most not important, but some is I guess. I have been thinking about: If things would have been better if I was changed; If things could work out with me and Anthony if we ever had to chance to be together(i doubt that will ever happen); If I am the reason why Dustin never came around me until half a year later; Why I am so depressed- like when I have the best of people that i care about so much, but I still act to sad. Shit like that. It's plenty of stupidness. On the other hand, my schooling is fine. I got 3 A's and 1 B. Which means YAY! Tomorrow I am going to Monkics Corner to go see Russ (since he cant come see me). I want to go see some of my friends I havent seen in a while such as: Anthony, Dustin, Maxx, Roy, Daryl, Matt, and everyone else. Well, either way I have to go cause mother- dearest wants me to watch nitemare b4xmas with her so she can sing the "making christmas" song. Well, love you all and have a good day. I hoping I get to update more so yeah!
And i will scan those pictures for you Mike when my mom installs the scanner!<3
 Happy Halloween! (little late but still)
Mood:  all mixed up but all weird
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2004.08.16 13.26
Finally, I got my high school schedule thing today! im not really happy about it though...
1. mr wright i think, is a ninth grade teacher now and i got him.
2. im in a honor class, which i shouldnt be
3. all the other classes are below classes
BLAH!!!!!!
S1=
drama 1(woooooooot!)
Pe 1/A per fitness
Physical Science H
Art 1(woot again)
S2=
Algebra 1 honors( i dont belong here O_O)
English 1
Global studies 1
CompApps/Internet (woot for computers!!!!)
arg.... im tireds. bye byes
Mood: yawn
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2004.08.13 16.23
i agree!
damnit i think they are catching on...:-S
oooooooh the boredom!
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2004.08.10 23.04
haha hannah, u jamaican! lol
Mood: sleepyness of doooooooom
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2004.08.04 22.15
arg maxx and everyone needs to stop being a PENIS to me!!!! *curls into protected ball*
incessant meme: YOU CHEATING BITCH
xXxblackRELIGION: whhhhhhhhhaat
incessant meme: YOU CHEATED ON YOUR DDR QUIZ
incessant meme: I BET YOU DIDNT EVEN KNOW ANY OF THEM
xXxblackRELIGION: i didnts
xXxblackRELIGION: actually i didnt
xXxblackRELIGION: i guessed at some of them
incessant meme: MAN EFF YOU
incessant meme: I ONLY MISSED ONE
incessant meme: I GOT A FUCKING BLACK FLAG
xXxblackRELIGION: ...
incessant meme: i even did better then justin
xXxblackRELIGION: ok
incessant meme: you are the cheat0r dont lie
xXxblackRELIGION: yups im a cheating *rolling of the eyes*
Mood:  annoyed
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2004.07.24 00.13
basics:
+name: Jessie
+age: 15
+location: South Carolina
+siblings: yes
+hobbies (besides dance): drawing, kicking ass in steps, trying to be cool like maxx and awesome like justin lol
your dance life:
+dance studio: Pavilion Arcade in GC
+years dancing: 5 months
+subjects studied: great-ness!
+competitive dancer? if so, put years competiting: i dont
+acheievements earned at studio and competition (both in individual and group acheivements): retard...
+do you dance for your regular school?: i dance fo' muhself
favoties:
+female dancer:(s) bridgety, hannah, erin, maddy, haighleh
+male dancer: (s) box, justin- sama, little justin, MaXx!, anthony!!!!,dustin, daryl, russy, robert, evan, joey, wu
+dance movie(s): breaking and breaking 2
+dance subject: cross overs and spins(cant do but i like)
+dance competition: Heavy Singles (agree...i think)
either or:
+ballet or lyrical? 8 and 9 steps
+tap or jazz? On the jazz.<<<< agree lol
+hip-hop or modern? Neo Naoki Standard?(*meow*)
+group number or solo? Flat.(=D!!!!!)
what do you think..:
+is dance a sport?: hmm sures
+your honest opinion of cheerleading: *dies*
+why do you dance?: cause ...... i can!!!
+what is your favorite part of dance?: full combos and crowds of speechless zombies
+what is your least favorite part of dance?: Sandbaggers and pad misses.<<<< i agree!
+brag a little. what are your strongest points of your dancing?: 7 and 8 footers heavy flat x2
Mood: crazy
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2004.07.22 01.30
Mood: happy, loved, sick, tired, mix
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2004.07.14 18.54
Mood: inlove
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2004.07.01 23.12
Rest In Peace Little Hamtaro
2000-2004
Hamtaro<333333
Mood: sad
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just woke ups..
STONER!!!!!!! lol jk
going to beds now
anxious
growling in my stomach
creative
thats IMPOSSIBLE to AA or AAA!!!! can you do it Justin-sama!?